Recently I have been having a real balance in my placement. I lead a lot of whole class lessons but I also do a lot of small group work. I have really been taking advantage of the fact that I am a student teacher and can spend more time in small groups than with the whole class. It helps me to know the students more as individuals and help then in the most effective way for them.
I have one small group in math of the 5 kids who are really struggling with the material. We break it down and try to teach each other strategies that work for us. This group is really challenging because they all just hate math and so keeping them focused is a chore. But I am glad to work with them because they all really need that individual attention to push them to achieve more.
I also have one small group in social studies of the top 5 kids. It is so amazing to work with this group because it is almost like a college style discussion section. I propose a few questions about the text to help break it down and then they have a self-led discussion. They build off what the other people have said (I agree with, I disagree with, I want to add on, etc.) It is great because I know this group’s critical thinking will help them keep up their good reading skills and it also helps them break down difficult concepts (We are studying the American Revolution. They have a hard time with figuring out who is who. They didn’t realize that the English were a part of the British and that the loyalists were actually colonists. They also were confused by all the different ways you can refer to Native Americans such as First Americans and American Indians). It was particularly interesting to hear their opinions on how groups allied with each other.
It has also been helpful to be able to work with small groups/individuals because there have been lots of stressful things going on in their lives. Thursday was definitely a day of tears. It started off with one girl getting sent home because of pink eye. She didn’t want to miss school especially because she might be moving away sometime in November. She was bummed to say the least.
Next, another student started crying and came over to talk to me. Although my cooperating teachers and I assumed she was crying because she didn’t do her homework, that was not it at all. She chose not to do her homework because her dad was visiting and he hardly ever visits. She weighed the options and was willing to take on the consequence of detention because of it. But what she was upset about was that her dad told her that men had come to his store again and fired shots at him. He basically told her that the world is not safe and that it will probably happen again. She said that it makes her really nervous and upset because she loves her dad. I felt so bad because there wasn’t much I could say. I told her that it is tough being a kid because lots of things happen in your life that you have no control over and that it was okay to feel upset/nervous because it was a very difficult situation she was dealing with. But other than that what was I supposed to say. “Sorry kid. Life is unfair. Deal with it” would make this already anxious girl feel worse. Goodness. Tough stuff.
After that, “Justin” started tearing up because he was just so frustrated. Another student has been advancing levels on the computer program for our ELL kids and “Justin” is struggling. I told him that the levels were not important. The program was just to help him and make it fun. I also told him that his teacher and I have been SO PROUD of him and the amazing progress he is making. I think I was able to get through to him at the end but it was so hard with all the standardized tests and computer programs telling him otherwise.
These experiences made me worried about when I become a teacher. I want to be able to take time and talk about the tough life issues and frustrations. But how will I be able to do that if I have to teach 24 other kids at the same time. Will the kids feel forgotten if I don’t address their needs right away and wait till lunch? How do you help a crying kid without spotlighting/embarrassing them? So many questions to work out in my head.
~Yuka
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